~RinEatsZombies

i post a lot of random pictures/doodles/journals & shit that no one really cares about, but it all has some meaning to me, so i dont really care :3

baha.

i spent my entire day with friends running around hotels and stuff.
we met new people and got somewhat in trouble >_>;
xD
it was pretty great! except for the part where i had to keep going in elevators, which im terrified of, and i ended up crying cause people were being jerks about it XD
some fucking fatass noticed i was scared and started jumping up and down which made my freak out. damn that guy D:<
when i die i will track him down and haunt him >D
>x>

then some of my friends didnt help the situation ._.;


but the rest of the day went amazing, especially when we met the skater dudes! but they were all kinda weird, and i believe they were high. hahh.


i just thought id post a somewhat happier journal. all my past ones have been all depressed.
but its not like anyone really reads these anyway >0>;
xD!!!<3
except maybe one person(:
and i lubb them foreverss : D!~

[wow. i was trying to submit my journal entry as a deviation. thats how out of it i feel.]

So many things going on in such a small amout of time! it's been like less than a week and everythings making my emotions go out of wackkkkk.

All those songs, they sometimes don't help when they really express how you feel. cause then you cant stop listening to them.

Don't push me away lovely.
And to the other, i'm sorry if im confusing you, im confused too.

Give me what i deserve? you should. even if i wish it didn't happen that way.

The other two that are left, i want you to be there, but i also wish you would just leave me alone.

fuckfuckfuck.

i need you.

-'And when I wake up I realize everythings still wrong, i'm still here and youre still gone'-

i can already feel myself falling./:

there are so many thoughts jumbled up in my head, i cant even sort them out or write them down!


if i were to try and let it out, it would be a complete mess. chaos.

The one person that truly mattered.
and what i fear is that this will make us drift apart. i would never. you would never.
that's what you said, at least. i hope it stays that way.
Selfish for showing this.
Don't reply to it.

[and i still cant change the mood on this thing ._. i will kill deviantart.]

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"You called me up last night in tears and said you missed me after all these years. But Ive been waiting here so long, Ive gotten over it since youve been gone...
Asked if you could come back home- so sorry that you left me all alone. You say you love me, you love me again but if you love me- where have you been?...well go to hell...
You showed up at my door today and said my friend why do you push me away"

one down, one to go. at least the ones that matter >_>;
._.;

life sucks sometimes. hahh.
seems like i've been pushing everyone away, even if unintentionally. except her.<3


and for some reason i can't change the fucking mood on this thing D:!
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The movie Teeth...is one really screwed up movie xD
i saw it today. i'ts not even scary, just funny, and quite creepy D:
the brother is in love with his sister, who is supposed to be all pure and sacred and doesnt wanna have sex till marriage, but she ends up being some whore that kills people with her pussy. bahaha xD!
i was watching it, and my parents were in the room, so it was a little weird cause they kepy seeing parts of it, and theres a bunch of sex scenes and crap >_>;
ahhh.
it definitely was entertaining though. watch it D:!
XD
its good <_<.